i saw someone go through this. she kept asking why she missed a guy who cheated over and over. she knew the facts but her feelings didn’t match. it wasn’t about him anymore, it was just her heart taking longer than her head.

i went through the same thing. he lied, he cheated, and i still cried for him. it confused me so much. it’s just how deep the bond got, even if it wasn’t good for me. it faded slower than i wanted but it did ease with time.

i couldn’t get over mine either. i hated him for what he did but i still wanted him. it pissed me off, like my brain knew he was trash but my chest kept missing him. felt like i was betraying myself every time i thought about him.