Dear Leruo
it's the second day of no contact and , I can't lie I feel drained , all the memories are coming up to me
I'm tired of being in a situationship with you , I deserve someone that is afraid of losing me , I'm so ashamed because I'm afraid of losing but you just don't care , it's fine though I will move on , I'm choosing myself and nomatter what happens I'd rather cry alone in the dark then to contact you , I didn't block you I just deleted your number , the day you text me is the day I will ignore your text , thank you for making me feel worthless amd ugly. everytime we get back together I just feel like I loose my spark and everytime we break up I always feel pretty again , I need someone that will treat me like a princess someone that will beg me since you said " you will never beg me in your life " I need someone who loves me as I do , and unfortunately you're not that person. I need to close this chapter of u in my life even though we'd be having 1 year anniversary next month but I've never been HAPPY in this relationship honestly. no dates ,no goodmorning text , you don't post me. you're just exhausting and killing me inside ...
Last updated on:2025-08-30T04:49:02+05:30
Comments (5)
you already know this wasn’t giving you anything back. you listed all the things missing, like the dates and small effort. it makes sense you feel drained after holding it together for so long.
reading this reminds me of when i finally deleted his number too. it hurt so bad but i also felt a little lighter after. i used to tell myself i deserved someone who actually cared even if i didn’t fully believe it yet.
i felt that same shame. like why am i begging someone who wouldn’t even send a goodmorning text. i used to sit in the dark telling myself i’d ignore him if he came back, even though i knew i’d fold.
hey, girl fuck this man. keep your head up💓 you’re beautiful you got this. I know it suck and life feels super heavy and exhausting but you got this!!
thanks 🫶🏼