The relationship i'm covering from (62 days of no contact) was my first, i loved him so much and he felt like he was the one for me, i thought it was mutual, i was never willing to leave, even if we had a serious problem that prevents us from being together, leaving hin was not an option for me, and silly me, i thought he was thinking the same, i was confident that he loved me as much as i loved him and he wouldn't let me go, but what happened was the opposite, he tortured me mentally a few days before leaving, making up every possible excuse to say it won't work out, and it ended with his decision of letting me go, then coldness.
i'm kinda impressed by the ability guys have, they will always do what's best for them no matter what.
Today, 2 months after, i'm healing, i deleted every possible thing that reminds me of him, cut all contact, stopped engaging with anything related him and didn't text back... In my mind, he's losing his spark, and becoming ordinary again.
Last updated on:2025-09-01T17:43:41+05:30
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it sounds like she’s starting to turn the corner. deleting stuff, ignoring contact, feeling less impressed by him. the pain is there but it’s losing weight compared to two months ago.
it is getting better 💗
i get that feeling of being sure it was mutual, then watching him walk away like it was easy. it’s painful, but it makes sense you’re starting to see him as ordinary now. i remember when that shift started for me too.
my ex did the same fake reasons thing. he dragged it out like he was doing me a favor by “ending it” when really he was already gone. i hated how cold he flipped, like i never mattered.
i think its what they do