going no contact for the second time is not easy, it’s not getting better. he’s been skipping classes but for some reason, i started seeing him around the campus for three days straight now. i keep seeing him and bumping into him on the way back from and to school. he was there at the odd times when he didn’t even have class. i thought i was doing better tdy until i saw him. my heart aches and is telling me to get out of here. after the breakup, my world collapsed and everything went downhill. i couldn’t focus in class, couldn’t find the motivation to keep studying or working part-time. i thought to myself this can’t go on, i need a break from all this. i thought of transferring and starting afresh somewhere because this is all getting too much. i can’t even bring myself to tell my parents that i can’t do this for 3 more years. seeing my ex on campus and not having a support system is just torture. it feels so lonely and depressing. i regret coming here. i just want to go back home…
Last updated on:2025-11-03T02:51:04+05:30
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The last thing I texted was "Talk to me when you decide not to lie". And I have been left on read for 7 days.....😞
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have you told anyone at all what you’re feeling right now? like a friend, counselor, even a classmate? sometimes just saying “this is too much” out loud lightens it a bit.
I'm so sorry you are hurting. Sending you hugs and positive vibes. You know what really helped me? Volunteering! It feels good to help others and helps you forget your problems! It's a win-win!
if you can, change your routine a little different path timing even sitting somewhere new. it won’t stop the pain completely but it helps you feel like you’ve got some control again.
my ex went to the same college and those random run-ins tore me apart every single time. you can be doing okay and then one glimpse just sends you back to square one 😞 it’s such a cruel kind of ache.