i’m on my way back to my home country. along the way my heart’s been aching because i feel like i’m leaving him behind wholly, as if he never existed to begin with. but i know i need this. i need to get away from a place that constantly reminds me of him for a bit. i’ll give myself a set timeline of how long i should be away for.
i’d say at least 1-2 months because i still have uni to attend. and i’m not gonna throw away my future because of a guy. next month will be the end of the semester anyway so he’s also going back home. but i’ll heal and fully detach and come back stronger, if i don’t transfer. whatever it is, i’m doing it only for myself. he’s not part of my life anymore after all. even tho i still miss him like hell i can’t choose someone who won’t choose me back. i really hope this will all be worth it.
Last updated on:2025-11-11T17:54:46+05:30
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you’re doing the right thing. leaving the reminders behind gives your heart space to finally rest. it’ll hurt at first, but soon that ache turns into quiet strength.
thank you. i hope you’re right
when i left my ex, i moved back home too. every corner of that city screamed his name. the distance really did help though. it’s like breathing without pain for the first time
how are you feeling now? are you going back anytime soon?if not, how long will you give it?