I don't want him back but I am still sad

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Day 23 and I feel i don't want him back.
I remembered the time he didnt make me feel loved and i feel angry even the fact that i didn't leave earlier. and I am just so hurt that he just tagged me along.

Last updated on:2025-11-14T10:19:39+05:30

Comments (8)

luvCrush
luvCrush 4 mths ago

when you think about the moments he made you feel unloved… what stands out most? like what memory keeps replaying in your head right now?

Mekdi
Mekdi 4 mths ago

When he didnt want me there. when he would rather be with his friends than me.

Blindfaith
Blindfaith 4 mths ago

that anger can actually be a good sign. it means your body’s catching up to what your mind already knew — that you deserved better. let yourself feel it without judging it. it’s part of leaving for real this time.

Mekdi
Mekdi 4 mths ago

I love this!!
thank you!

EmptyChapter
EmptyChapter 4 mths ago

i remember when it finally hit me that i didn’t even want him back, just wanted the version of me that still believed he loved me. that anger when you realize you stayed too long… it’s real. it’s like mourning your own loyalty.

SnazPop615
SnazPop615 4 mths ago

proud of you for realizing you worth

DashRay355
DashRay355 4 mths ago

I feel that! I did the same it sucks having to look myself in the mirror and admit I did this suffering because of an inability to leave him alone - I did that! I am working on core trauma inside of me so I never do that again

WildSun457
WildSun457 4 mths ago

this is part of the grief. feel the emotions. just don’t sit with the pain for too long.