♾️loop

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we have been on and off since last February. we left each other for like 6 times. i was always the one who initiated contact,but he was always the one who asked to get back together. he was the one who left the past 3 times but this time i am the one leaving. he is so obviously at fualt but i cant keep thinking that maybe i was unreasonable. i don't wanna get back to the hurt again i wanna break this loop yet i wanna text himso badly and i check his social activity every 5 minutes. any tips to how to keep no contact?

Last updated on:2025-11-14T12:55:53+05:30

Comments (10)

zikaar
zikaar 4 mths ago

what usually triggers you to reach out is it the loneliness or wanting answers? sometimes knowing why helps you catch the pattern before it starts again.

luna00
luna00 4 mths ago

tbh both he is the only person i have even opened up to so when something bad happens the first thing that comes to mind is talking to him i genuinely do miss his presence. but the last time it was more about finding answers cause we didn't exactly get closure

QuirQR
QuirQR 4 mths ago

block or mute for a bit. not forever, just long enough to breathe. i used to tell myself, “just one peek,” and suddenly i’d spiral. deleting the app or muting their name helped more than any “self-control” talk ever did. no contact isn’t about punishing them, it’s about protecting your sanity.

RominiaPablo
RominiaPablo 4 mths ago

i was stuck in that same loop for almost a year the breaking up, the getting back, convincing myself maybe this time it’ll be different. every time i left, i’d still stalk his socials like it was a reflex. it took me realizing that the peace after the pain lasted longer each time i stayed away. it doesn’t stop hurting right away, but it does start to feel freeing.

luna00
luna00 4 mths ago

i hope i can feel that too🤍

Shiro
Shiro 4 mths ago

i’d say mute or block him and remove the chat if you can. write a letter to him but don’t send it. go for a walk, listen to music, and focus on healing. eventually the urge to text or check him will disappear

victim
victim 4 mths ago

out of sight is out of mind.
I'm just 4 days in on no contact and i know...it's way too difficult than it seems
but be strong and take it a day at a time.
you'll be just fine.
prioritize your friends and family and you'll see just how much Love you have out there.

luna00
luna00 4 mths ago

last time i blocked him everywhere and even deleted his chat so he was kinda out of sight but there is a catch he is my neighbour. so i can never go on a walk without thinking that i will bump into him which gets me totally crazy. i have exams and i have to be studying but he seems to be the only thing on my mind

DashRay355
DashRay355 4 mths ago

@luna00 ya mine is neighbor too

luna00
luna00 4 mths ago

@DashRay355 its literally a nightmare 😭😍