i miss him so much… and he blocked me this time. we have been so on and off and i just want to be with him. He cheated and treated me badly but he was my first everything. i hate this..
Last updated on:2025-11-15T02:46:02+05:30
i need ways or methods of distraction
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when you think about being with him again, is it the real him you’re wanting or the memory of who he felt like in the beginning?
when i got stuck in that loop, i had to remind myself that my heart was missing the version of him i wanted him to be. not the one who actually showed up. it softened the ache a little.
i had that first love who cheated on me and kept doing the on and off thing. i swear the blocking part felt like someone yanked the floor out from under me. missing them doesn’t mean they were good for us, it just means they were familiar. i’m sorry you’re in that place right now
he does not deserve it if he cheats. do not contact ever! soon or later you will forget him and find someone who knows what love is. findind a trustable person is much more important than love. believe me. Try a new hobby even you dont seem interested at first. It will distract you.
I am going through the exact same thing. try going out with friends and trying new things and although it is hard stay strong in nc you deserve way better