why am I even here

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it's been two days I'm staying at his home. he's alot busy with work that I rarely got to see him. in the two days I've only had a glimpse of him twice. and today is the third morning he is home idk why. he's sleeping while I'm getting ready to go to work. he came home so late last night. I was up but I didn't go and open a door for him. the way I run from a place if I hear that he's sitting there needs to be studied. he's my brother-in-law's brother. I'm at my sister's house. it's related to work that I'm here. idk how I feel.

Last updated on:2025-11-27T04:13:04+05:30

Comments (5)

CryDust
CryDust 3 mths ago

do you think you’re avoiding him because you like him or because you just feel awkward staying there?

SmileMore492
SmileMore492 3 mths ago

I like him that's for sure. I know he does too he confessed alot of times.. we were together for a year but broke up and I can't seem to move on. I'm avoiding him and it's awkward as well

FadingSmile
FadingSmile 3 mths ago

when i’m in that confusing space, i usually try to check what part of it is actually about him and what part is me feeling out of place in someone else’s home. it helps me calm down a bit.

messmerse
messmerse 3 mths ago

i stayed at a guy’s place once for “work reasons” too and we barely crossed paths. i’d hear him come in late and i’d literally freeze because i didn’t know how to act around him. that weird mix of wanting to see them and wanting to avoid them at the same time is so real

SmileMore492
SmileMore492 3 mths ago

I don't know what I should do. he won't come up to me even to say hi. but have been texting me daily. I leave him on seen or sometimes just don't even see his texts.