I can't do this. he was all I had. the only person I felt safe with. now I'm so alone and exactly where I was before him. except this time I know what it's like to have someone. I can't fucking go back to this it's so dark
Last updated on:2025-12-05T06:32:03+05:30
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do you have even one person you can message right now. not to talk about him, just so you’re not sitting in that silence alone?
when it gets that dark, i try to stick to tiny things that don’t ask much of me. like getting out of bed, texting one friend, writing one messy sentence. it doesn’t fix it, but it keeps me here.
my ex left and it was like someone turned the lights off inside me. i kept saying “i can’t go back to that version of me.” it was terrifying. you’re not crazy for feeling this.
i get you. he was like my safe space too. the only person i had whom i could call my person. it may seem impossible at first but keep in mind that you were okay before him and you’ll be okay after