so today at 12 new year will start... yesterday I just searched new year in our chats and seen the years we wished each other...i stopped mid way because I have to
i have stopped listening to songs because I know I will only remember him
i have to just go to 2nd January without contacting him
i have made it to 16 days ..i don't want to break it
new year is a great excuse to reach out my heart knows that
my brain just need to override my heart and maintain this no contact phase
Last updated on:2026-01-01T08:41:05+05:30
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what are you most afraid will happen if you don’t text him on new year, missing him more, or losing the version of you that loved him?
i am missing him
16 days is HUGE ❤️ when my heart wanted to text, i treated it like a wave. didn’t fight it, just waited it out. most urges passed if i didn’t act on them. your brain isn’t cold, it’s protecting you.
keep going👏🏻if u back u will have to start again from 1
scrolling through old new year wishes too, the “happy new year my love” messages. i had to stop listening to music for weeks because EVERYTHING reminded me of him. staying no contact felt like fighting myself.