we were together for 9 years and we always met on birthdays...so today was his birthday and i didn't wish him..i don't know if he noticed this or even thought about me today..i am at peace because God
so today is his birthday and i didn't wish him ..god helped me to go through this day... thankyou god you gave me strength
day after tomorrow is my birthday...i hope he wishes me...
he texted me after 70 days.. asked me if I have moved on or been physical with anyone..I said I have been busy with business and studies so didn't thought after move on. and no I haven't been physical
after 63 days of no contact I shared something simple photo of our temple on mahashivratri and I deleted it in one hour because I knew I cannot handle the anxiety for 24 hours anxiety around the que
it's been 63 days of no contact I never share status just photo of our temple which my mother decorate on festival so today is shivratri and she decorated the temple and I just shared it deep down t
now a days there are so many news about death and people missing I worry about him but I know reaching out will eventually lead to more hurt I can only pray to god that he is alright
this week is gonna be heavy and we all know why..i just hope that I didn't break and keep going
feels like a joke I haven't talked to him and it's been 50 days how did this happen after 9 years we would marry this is what he said and today he just forgot all the promises how a human being ca
it's possible I m wrong and he is not even thinking about me but I think he is waiting for me to break no contact near valentine because I always do that we were no contact for i think 7 days and I
I m just talking to god complaining crying asking pouring my heart out and now I am expecting from God I hope he is listening because I am in pain and I do think god is on my side maybe I am like
truth is I m waiting for him to come..this is my truth and he is not my mind knows it very well what this means I know if I reach out to him I m gonna come back more wounded my mind knows this stil
it's been 46 days I just started my internship in hospital where he did his under graduation he kissed me in elevator in that hospital when I took my mother there for treatment he took my mother to
there is a thin line between knowing whether it's just no contact or we are done forever I know eventually my heart will accept it's still waiting but one day it will stop
in few minutes it will be 42 days of no contact and I am still crying I am crying for past 6 months daily God plz make these tears go away
I don't know what I feel. never thought I would be able to cross that many days without talking to him..i don't wish anything now.. just god help me to grow in life
today I received a text from new number which said 'Hi' on checking name it said same name as his just first letter changed...my heart beat became fast, for few moments I was so uneasy and just trying
it's been 34 days of no contact since September 2025 we haven't met in may 2025 I got to know he cheated and today I am asking God that plz make these tears stop...i really want to stop crying
I can't believe I made it through the month only one ques haunts me was I the only one in that relationship..does those 10 years meant nothing for him I can't ask him so I ask random tarot reader or
it's been almost a month we haven't talked strange how transition happens from talking everyday day, video call sometimes 10 times a day for 10 years to not even knowing what he is doing now he chose
today my father asked me do I know anyone in XYZ hospital (the hospital he works at) and today I said no I know no one there a small thing but heavy on my heart
after my school ended in 2015...I met him we started dating now it's 2025 and this ten years of relationship ended he was not a part of my life but he was my life i hope in 2026 the pain finally
so today at 12 new year will start... yesterday I just searched new year in our chats and seen the years we wished each other...i stopped mid way because I have to i have stopped listening to songs
i crossed 11 day Mark i have tried no contact before but always lost at 7 days mark Last year I asked for a Christmas gift and he sent me a cheesecake (i told him to sent)but It was nice in the first