i haven’t been checking his socials for the past few days until today. i checked his profile and saw that his following went down which is unusual because he’s always active on instagram following random people. i noticed tha he’s also been quiet ever since he went back home for vacation. he viewed my story yesterday but rarely checks my tt profile anymore. idk why but i’m a little disappointed. ever since we parted ways, there’s been nothing but loud silence.
life is so strange. it feels like every trace of him was erased before i even realized it. it’s like i never knew him at all.
what is it called when i miss him but wouldn’t get back with him even if he asked
Last updated on:2026-01-07T04:12:48+05:30
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when you imagine him actually coming back, what part of you says no even though you miss him?
like when he seeks female validation. he’d follow girls and say he just wants to “befriend” them
same thing, checking follows, views, silence. that feeling like they slowly erased themselves while you were still looking. i missed him deeply but knew going back would break me again. that contradiction HURT
this. i’m torn between the two and it hurts that i can’t do anything about it
mine was a manipulator,can you imagine he was the one who begged me to give him one last chance and he even knelt down begging and that was yesterday and after some few minutes I agreed we continue and so on.
But today I was just shocked after he dumped me all over sudden.like he blocked me literally everywhere.
so today I woke up and faced him at his place and he just said he doesn't want anything from me and we are done for good.
That was it,so I have began my journey of no contact just some few minutes ago.
offcourse I feel like hell,I don't know what to do.
So stay strong lol.
oh my gosh, that is terrible. the switch up is crazy, you can never trust these guys. you are strong for that, sending you hugs 🫂