The Worst Part

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The worst part is that I can't say I truly didn't see it coming. I felt it, I noticed when you pulled away after that fight where I broke your trust over something so dumb. I noticed you being less happy to see me, stopped caring about if I was smiling, avoiding physical contact or limiting it to the bare minimum, how you stopped complimenting me or telling me you loved me and only said it as some response. When I went from the best thing in your life to a second job.

I saw it all and yet I stayed, I knew where the road was leading but I stayed. You saw it too, you felt it, I tried to fix it but you said we were okay, that you'd tell me if something was wrong and I believed you cause why wouldn't I but in the end I got the truth from you that you wanted to breakup by pulling it out of you after all your little hints, even after the night before you said we were good and you were happy. You broke my trust too so guess we're even.

Last updated on:2026-01-08T19:28:39+05:30

Comments (8)

Soulscape
Soulscape 2 mths ago

what part hurt more for you, the breakup itself or realizing you were slowly being emotionally checked out of while still being told everything was fine

fearlessG
fearlessG 2 mths ago

watching the warmth disappear slowly. the compliments fading, the touch turning distant, feeling like a chore instead of a choice. i stayed too, even when my gut was screaming

Ventara953
Ventara953 2 mths ago

I feel your pain. I'm feeling rejected because I can feel that he's pulled back from spending time with me which hurts. I just have to find a way to navigate around my feelings and emotions

NeonJet197
NeonJet197 2 mths ago

It was hell at the end

Ventara953
Ventara953 2 mths ago

@NeonJet197 I'm sorry to hear that. I pray things get better soon πŸ™πŸ½

letitgo_user
letitgo_user 2 mths ago

Its funny how we sense things before they happen. I think in some way it's our intuition try to protect us. It doesn't make anything easier but we just have to take one day at a time.

NeonJet197
NeonJet197 2 mths ago

Never not trusting my gut again

Ventara953
Ventara953 2 mths ago

@NeonJet197 yeah gut feelings are always right now matter how we try to ignore the feeling, it overrides everything in the end