It doesn't seem to stop, the loneliness, waiting and wishing she'd reach out. How do u love someone one day then hate them the next, hate them enough to break their heart without even a why. I can't help but doubt myself, I have nothing else to go on, and added bonus pretty alone in this so thats a frickin wonderful situation. Its been 4 days and everyday I wake up hurting, have a good cry, and mull through the day without any feel or hope in my heart, nothing beyond this pain
Last updated on:2026-01-08T19:28:17+05:30
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do you find yourself missing most right now. her specifically, or the feeling of being chosen and not alone
I miss her. The being alone is just the result
waking up every day like that too, same ache, same cry, same numb fog. being left without a why messes with your sense of self so badly. i blamed myself for EVERYTHING.
I know this feelings
take the process slow
success is the best revenge
I'm so sorry you're going through this, but know that you have people who love and care about you. You were okay before she came along and you will definitely come out of this stronger.
But each day slowly gets better, take it one day at a time. One moment at a time.
I wish I could say its getting better. All I'm accomplishing is getting from one moment to the next. But in those next moments I feel more helpless sad and lost. Its like I'm taking this too hard. I thought time was suppose to make it better, not worse. Even in dreams, assuming I make it to sleep, they're all messed up, painful scattered, dark even.
@WildBeats945 have you tried reaching out for some closure?
I know exactly how you feel, i ask myself if he ever really loved me in the first place, he didn't even fight for our relationship đź’”
thats exactly how it went, just one moment it was over, she never cared to try, barely cared to even talk to me.