Will keep it relatively short but sorta long so please read this I would appreciate it, dating for a year, I made mistakes whcih I think led to her leaving she says left for her mental health, after the breakup chased and didn't give space she wanted, ran into her and went to talk to her, she said the following I wrote it down after.
"Go fuck yourself! I don't want to talk! I have nothing to say and don't want anything to hear!
I HATE you! Okay?! Deal with it.
Stay out of my god damn life! For once and for all! I am not returning to you! EVER! Not for what you've put me through! And I do not give a shit about your feelings and needs to tell me or whatever! So! Stop following me around like some desperate eager pup and fuck off!
Stop trying to contact me here and whatever god damn platform you can find! I do not want to hear from you ever again! You are being a dick! I don't love you anymore! I do not! So screw away! I HATE YOU! I do not want this! I do not want you! I am more okay than before with you screwing around and not giving me space! And I do not miss you one bit! I GOD DAMN DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO YOU! Beg all you want! Die for all I care! You are dead to me already! God damn piece of shit! Doesn't understand the words "leave me be"! You are desperate so much it is hurting me and annoying me and frustrating me! Go live your life! Cuz I don't care about it anymore! Haven't cared since I blocked you! So fucking go annoying someone else! And stop bothering ME!"
How do I come to terms with the fact someone I still loves feels like this about me? Any advice?
Last updated on:2026-01-08T22:36:16+05:30
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you replay what she said, which part hurts the most. the hatred, or the feeling that you became someone she despises
the second part
i’ve been screamed at like that too, word-for-word hate, after a breakup where i begged and didn’t give space. that whiplash from love to disgust messes with your identity. i still loved her too
any advice?