30 days
I can't believe I made it through the month
only one ques haunts me was I the only one in that relationship..does those 10 years meant nothing for him
I can't ask him so I ask random tarot reader or those astrology apps..i don't believe them or maybe I do... it's just I am lost
I really don't know what my future looks like
for so long my future was him ,his house and his arms
but now I don't know
I hope I can keep going
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you think “was i the only one,” is it more about missing him, or needing validation that those 10 years were real and mattered?
that same question ate me alive. was i the only one IN it. did it mean nothing to him. i never got answers either, so i spiraled into tarot and signs and random reels at 3am i didn’t even fully believe them, i just needed something to tell me the pain had a reason. you’re not crazy for that. you were grieving a whole FUTURE.
Congrats on making it through the month!
I do believe that 10 years is a long time but it’s better you parted when you could. It may not feel that way now, but asking tarots and other readers for advice only delays your healing. Just focus on the things you can, even when it’s difficult. You need to find something you might like and be obsessed but also make grace that you wont always have it figured out. 1 month is proof you can do many many more
i hope that for u too, be strong
I hope I do too😪