panic attack

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I think I'm having a panic attack I logged in my Instagram after months of not using it and I saw a message from a woman asking if I'm with my bf because there's been a other woman sleeping there for months. I started chatting to her and asked questions just to find out it was the time we started having problems and on days I couldn't get a hold of him. he blamed the break up on my trust issues so here I find out I was right ontop of that we spent a night together just to find out he slept with someone else that same week I'm completely broken

Last updated on:2026-01-19T06:46:08+05:30

Comments (26)

Unhealed
Unhealed a mth ago

I hope you're feeling better today.

ladyT
ladyT a mth ago

I feel like I'm in a movie I just can't accept my reality and everyday I find out more

Unhealed
Unhealed a mth ago

@ladyT you probably shouldn't find out anything else. It's only going to make you feel worse. Focus on your healing instead. Sounds like he's not worth your tears.

JoyChase918
JoyChase918 a mth ago

he just got meaner even tho i tried fixing things crying endless nights even calling him constantly he just turned into something cold.

SweetAndHappy712

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ladyT
ladyT a mth ago

how did you get over it or move on ?

NeonDash812
NeonDash812 2 mths ago

He blocked me randomly and I don't know what I did. He was so sweet. I miss him so much

Neverhurt
Neverhurt 2 mths ago

did he ever admit to any of this when you were together, or did he just keep flipping it back on you and your “trust issues”?

ladyT
ladyT 2 mths ago

he never admitted to anything it was always me overthinking everything

Shiro
Shiro 2 mths ago

always trust your intuition girls🙏🙏
the guy wanted to make you feel responsible for his actions. forget about him like he never existed

ladyT
ladyT 2 mths ago

he denies everything

ladyT
ladyT 2 mths ago

I haven't slept all night and I randomly start crying nothing makes sense

CozyCloud617
CozyCloud617 2 mths ago

I know that feeling . im feeling worthless right now , but always remember times heal . take it a day at a time .

Passiptha
Passiptha 2 mths ago

you just uncovered a massive truth bomb. it makes sense you feel shattered.

ladyT
ladyT 2 mths ago

nothing makes sense and i can't help think how unfair this is his living happily while my world just exploded again its like I took 100 steps back

FlexVibe195
FlexVibe195 2 mths ago

you deserve better. keep going.

ladyT
ladyT 2 mths ago

today has been hard my tears are just not stopping

CozyGlo662
CozyGlo662 2 mths ago

he's a manipulating dog, u deserve better, put him in ur rear view

ladyT
ladyT 2 mths ago

I really hope I can I hate him for doing this to me

Jakira11x
Jakira11x 2 mths ago

went through almost the same thing. i was told my “trust issues” ruined us, only to later find out there was someone else the whole time. that whiplash of realizing you weren’t crazy at all… it HURTS in a very specific way. i’m so sorry you’re carrying this.

ladyT
ladyT 2 mths ago

My mind feels like it's going to explode I can't focus

BlazeTap389
BlazeTap389 2 mths ago

I know the betrayal hurts. I am so sorry that you had to go through this again. Please take care of yourself. He is at fault and terrible. it was never you. His terrible character caused the downfall but don’t let this encounter ruin your chances for trust and hope in the future. Don’t let him win and ruin your ability to have a healthy wonderful encounter with someone else or even just your perspective of life. There are so many more amazing people out there for you and more importantly you’ve learned to trust your intuition

ladyT
ladyT 2 mths ago

this hurts more then I can imagine 💔 I had a chat with the lady that messaged me she gave me dates and I went through all our messages 💔 I'm completely broken

Unhealed
Unhealed a mth ago

@ladyT you should stop doing this. It's not helpful to your healing. You already know he's a dog. You don't need any other details.

NeonDash812
NeonDash812 2 mths ago

I am so so sorry girlie. its not easy

ladyT
ladyT 2 mths ago

I haven't stopped crying today