My fault.
I knew you were checking out and leaving. Can't say I didn't see it coming. ever since that fight where I told a stupid lie. a small stupid white lie. I knew it was the end. I tried to fix it and you reassured me we were fine. Up to the day you broke up with me. But that was the iceberg that sank us. If I had a time machine I'd go back and change it. I've had so many tell me it was dumb and to lose you over it is crazy and I'm better off but idc. I really wanted it to be you. I regret all my mistakes in the relationship and how I didn't change quick enough and took it for granted you weren't going anywhere or "Oh I've not done anything too bad". It wasn't one big car crash that killed us, it was death by a thousand cuts.
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first you need to follow your intuition. you knew the relationship was going south and that was your instincts guiding you. why or what was the purpose for the lie? there was a reason you were dishonest. dont beat yourself up, if this was your person they would've stayed and tried. People show us their true colors when things get tough. stop remembering the good times and focus on what wasn't sitting well with you. there's a reason you were dishonest