She couldn't take it anymore, I pushed her too far. I messed up once too many times, she's done with me. She can't forgive me, she hates me. I love her more than anything, how could I fuck this up so much. I just wanna fix this, I want her and she doesn't wanna come back. I wanna die.
Last updated on:2026-01-27T13:42:55+05:30
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are you safe right now. like truly safe. or is this one of those moments where the pain feels unbearable and you need someone with you
2nd one
i’ve been in that exact spiral. the shame, the self‑blame, the “i ruined everything” loop. i remember thinking love should’ve been enough, so why wasn’t it. that headspace is DARK
Okay, first. Stop with this "I wanna die" attitude. Thats not going to get her back any faster, in fact it'll only push her away further. Unless shes also insane. I understand how it feels, and yeah. It may seem like your world is ending but it truly isnt. Best thing you can do is back off and give her space, if you are blocked this is easier to do. If you arent, hold the urges to plead for her right now. You are just reinforcing her decision the more you do so. Sadly, no amount of "sorry" and "please" will ever work right now. Never worked, never will. Especially with a person dead set on a decision at the time. So, drop the "I wanna fix this" mindset too. Seek space, space heals you and unironically makes your chances higher of actually fixing things. You will have more chances to talk to her (calmly) if you back off. Cheers and good luck.