But not she blocked me on everything and when i see her in public which is nearly daily she turns away from me.I still want to be a good person.But ik i was low key emotionally abusive trying to not let her go to the club.But i feel empty.I gave my all to that relationship to all be thrown away on a random day.Its been 23 days ive gone to the gym started learning and trying to set up a business.But i feel lonely inside.
Last updated on:2026-01-27T23:59:13+05:30
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always remember your feelings are valid. focus on doing things to keep your mind off it, but do it for you. rediscover or discover things you love to do. find people you trust, you dont even have to talk about it with them, just people to keep you company.
when you say you feel empty, is it more about missing her specifically, or missing the sense of purpose and closeness you had when the relationship was your whole world
i respect you for naming your part instead of rewriting the story.
i’ve been the one blocked everywhere too, seeing them in public and pretending you don’t exist. i also had to face the fact that some of my behavior wasn’t okay. that combo of guilt and emptiness is brutal
If you know you were emotionally abusive, work on yourself and focus on that.She obviously doesn't want any contact with you , stop torturing yourself. Focus on you only.
maybe she needs time to be alone. I suggest that you focus on yourself. if in future you still feel like you love her maybe try talking to her about it