it's been 46 days
I just started my internship in hospital where he did his under graduation
he kissed me in elevator in that hospital when I took my mother there for treatment
he took my mother to the treatment room when I waited outside just like a son
he managed everything there
I am just struggling to understand what happened
I don't know what I feel and where I am mentally
I hope he is at peace and I can be also be at peace
it is very easy to move on if you realise that they were a terrible person
but for 9.5 years he made me happy
I think I failed to made him realise that
I did fight but maybe because I expected extra ordinary things or I don't know
Last updated on:2026-01-30T21:10:05+05:30
Comments (3)
when you think about him now, is it more about the memories or the closure you never got?
it’s okay to feel lost. try writing down what you’re feeling or even journaling about the good and bad it helped me untangle my thoughts when i was stuck.
i feel this so hard 😔 i was with someone for years too and even after realizing he was the one, part of me still remembers the happy times. it’s confusing as hell