truth is I m waiting for him to come..this is my truth
and he is not
my mind knows it very well what this means
I know if I reach out to him I m gonna come back more wounded
my mind knows this
still I m waiting
I just hope I can handle myself and don't text him even if he never reach out to me again and we are really over
plz lord help me
Last updated on:2026-02-02T18:21:03+05:30
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when you imagine him actually reaching out, what do you feel first, relief or fear? like does it feel safe, or does your body already know it would hurt again
i waited too. like every notification might be him, every silence felt loud. my brain knew EXACTLY what going back would cost me, but my heart was still standing at the door hoping. that waiting is brutal and lonely and honestly one of the worst parts.
i have do all of the things of reach out him before. and after we do a "friendship" with the ways like a relationship. i ask to him "what are we" and he still said "we are just a friend" after he said he still love me. i don't know whats wrong with us or maybe exactly with him. but what i realized is he never try to reach me back, never. and he just said "i love u" with out any approval like maybe said hello to me first or something.. he never do that. and i think its time for me to choose my self
same here i really want to reach out even if we just broke up. but we stopped being all lovey 2 weeks ago since he lost feelings. i miss him so much and just want to fix us. i dont want to believe that this was nothing and that his family doesnt like me for no personal reason i just want to fix this and try again with him and be better together emotionally. i feel you.