day 50

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feels like a joke
I haven't talked to him
and it's been 50 days
how did this happen
after 9 years we would marry this is what he said
and today he just forgot all the promises
how a human being can do that
is it possible to fake it for 10 years
or I was too dumb

Last updated on:2026-02-05T23:14:53+05:30

Comments (6)

BettyT
BettyT 4 wks ago

you defiantly wasn’t dumb you were loyal and loved. he’s the problem xx

loveghost
loveghost 4 wks ago

were there signs you ignored, or was it truly out of nowhere? sometimes seeing the patterns helps your brain stop blaming itself

riesen
riesen 4 wks ago

it’s brutal, and your pain is valid.

cringnijja
cringnijja 4 wks ago

i was with someone too, planning a future, and then suddenly it was like none of it ever mattered. it HURT so much, i felt betrayed and stupid too.

noved2000
noved2000 4 wks ago

I hear you. I understand how you feel. Thank you for sharing. that took a lot of courage. I can't imagine what it must feel like to be with someone for 9 years only to be mislead. It sounds like your feeling heartbroken and betrayed that the two of you didn't end up getting married. I would feel the same way too.
The book it's called a breakup because it's broken by Greg Bernhardt has been really helpful for me when I'm going through a breakup. I've also done a breakup course on the Mindvalley app called "Conscious Uncoupling" by Katherine Woodward that you do everyday. you are worthy of love and commitment and marriage. You are worthy of love exactly as you are. ♥️

FrostFlex355
FrostFlex355 4 wks ago

sometimes they choose to Lie because they are afraid.