We broke up two years ago. I knew she was starting to like someone else but I didn’t say anything. Instead I acted like our time together didn’t matter and pretended I didn’t need her. I was stupid and childish that day. I left her crying showing no empathy though deep down I knew her tears would be wiped away by the other person.
Now 620 days later at 4 a.m. I’m sitting here not knowing what to do. Everywhere I go I feel this emptiness inside. I don’t have many friends or a group to lean on and whenever people talk about going out I imagine how happy I would be if I could share those moments.
I miss all the times we had together. With her even the worst places felt like the best in the world — even a broken staircase felt perfect if she was there. She was all I needed.
I know she’s with someone else now and she’s a completely different person. But I still love the sweet warm-hearted she used to be.
I don’t even know if I want her back. What I want her back.
Last updated on:2026-02-04T21:21:02+05:30
Comments (5)
do you think you’re missing her, or the version of yourself you were when you felt chosen and safe with her?
I'm on this table
this hurt to read.😢
i did the same thing, acted cold when i was terrified of losing him. walked away like it meant nothing. that regret still wakes me up at stupid hours.
i think she never forget and forgive for that day when you left her crying for u. i am that girl after 7 month i have no one and i still love him but i never forgive him for leaving me in the lonliness