I don't feel anything. whatever he does feels like it's all lies and he's manipulating me I don't know Hy it feels like this but even now I don't think that he thinks there was any of his fault. he's telling me to talk to him we agreed to be friends but everyday he keeps bringing the stuff up which makes me so mad. I gave him countless warnings on this to stop or else I'll block him and he thought I wouldn't dare. so I blocked him now he's again playing the victim. It feels like we're stuck in a time lapse. why is he doing this.
Last updated on:2026-02-06T02:09:03+05:30
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when he brings stuff up again, what do you feel first, anger, guilt, or that tight trapped feeling? asking because for me, that feeling told me more than anything he ever said.
from my own mess, it helped me to stop asking why he was doing it. every time i tried to understand his motives, i got pulled back into the loop. the numbness was actually my brain being done. like, DONE.
that numb phase where i didn’t even feel sad anymore, just irritated and exhausted. my ex did the same thing, agreed to “be friends” but kept reopening wounds, then acted shocked when i finally blocked him. the victim act after crossing every boundary? yeah. BEEN there