after 63 days of no contact I shared something simple photo of our temple on mahashivratri
and I deleted it in one hour because I knew I cannot handle the anxiety for 24 hours
anxiety around the ques will he see it or not
in both cases I would be anxious
so I just deleted it
Last updated on:2026-02-16T23:11:03+05:30
Comments (5)
you posted the temple photo, was a part of you hoping he’d see it… or were you just missing what it represented
So proud of you for that 63 days
63 days of no contact is huge
i once posted a random sunset knowing he might see it and my stomach was in KNOTS the whole time. kept checking views like a maniac deleted it too. that 24 hour story anxiety is so real.
You did the right thing, don't get into situations that stress you out.