I'm out on holidays right now. I haven't seen him or spoken to him since last Friday at work. I had a great day today but still my mind wondered to what he might be doing, how is he spending mid-term break, what kind of gift should I bring him back from my holidays. Today, when looking over my photos to post, I saw he was online. I wanted to text him so badly. I really did. Even if it was something stupid. But I know how it will look. Stupid, embarrassing me reaching out for a half ass text back. I didn't do it. But god do I miss texting him
Last updated on:2026-02-18T20:57:03+05:30
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when you imagine texting him, what are you hoping you’d feel after? relief? closeness?
Thank you guys :3
i’m really proud of you for not texting him. i know how hard that was. sometimes the win is just… not humiliating yourself for a crumb of attention
i went on a trip once right after we stopped talking and even when i was laughing with friends, my brain kept drifting back to him. i’d see he was online and it would RUIN my mood i wanted to send the dumbest little “hey” just to feel connected again. not even because i had something to say. just because i missed the rhythm of us. that pull is so real.