i am very proud of myself for making it to 100 days without jumping off a cliff . This breakup has been one of the hardest things i’ve hard to deal with , and it has changed me as a person and made me view myself and life very differently . i always ppl were being dramatic when they said breakups are bad , but bro this breakup rlly took the spark out of my soul . i got into the gym , started taking care of myself more and im slowly trying to find myself again . i dont want to date or talk to anyone anytime soon .
for how i feel about my ex , my heart still hurts when i think about him and is still often on my mind - just not all the time . i still wonder what he’s doing , if he thinks about me , and deep down a part of me hopes we will talk again . even if i know we probably won’t . i don’t want to get back with him , but i do mourn how happy i was when i was with him . it still will take some time for me to heal , but im slowly getting there .
Last updated on:2026-02-28T02:47:37+05:30
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when you say you mourn how happy you were with him… do you think it was him specifically, or the version of you that felt safe and in love back then?
@WiltedOne both to be honest , he was one of the best people i’ve ever met . even if he doesn’t feel the same towards me , i’ll always hold a space for him in my heart
the fact that you don’t want to date and you’re choosing yourself right now… that’s growth.
day 9 here. i hope to be a bit better at day 100 and healed day 1000
that “100 days and i’m still standing” feeling is REAL. my breakup changed how i saw everything too. i used to roll my eyes at heartbreak talk, then it hit me and i swear it drained the color out of my life. the gym saved me for a while too. not because it fixed me, but because it gave me somewhere to put the pain. i also didn’t want him back, but i missed who i was when i was with him. that part HURT. i’m really proud of you for staying. seriously
thanks for sharing and congratulations 🎉
I wish I felt this way, time heals right? good for you, keep doing you, and congratulations friend 🧡