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How chatting with my ex made everything worse

2 weeks ago I broke 13 days NC. I managed to fool myself that I had accepted the break up and was okay with her being in a new relationship. So I started chatting again. the messages are warm and f

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Do I Miss My Ex, or Just Feeling Loved?

I think a lot of the pain is about how it felt easy to like and love myself when she was around. Without her decorating my soul, I feel like a miserable pile of deep flaws, bad habits and frustrated d