He was my first proper love. He was all I wanted and could ever need. I fell like a fool for him because he was just so perfect, the way he smiled at me, his laugh, the tone of his voice softening at me, it's everything I wanted. The way we looked at eachother I never wanted it to end. I constantly missed him even if we'd just talked and I never stopped thinking about him and his voice. Every notification I got from him I'd instantly tap it I was so obsessed. He was so handsome and so perfect I remember us talking and saying we'd always be together, that we'd never leave eachother. He was my first ever heartbreak. I always miss him and I wish he'd come back. I tried to change so much to keep him and he still broke up with me but if he texted me to get back together I would agree in a heartbeat.
Last updated on:2026-03-02T18:22:19+05:30
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you say you changed so much to keep him… do you feel like you were still fully you by the end
Kind of yeah. It was my suggestion to change for him anyways because I didn't want him to leave
i get wanting him back so bad. i felt that too.
it hurt my first love felt exactly like that. i thought he was PERFECT. the smile, the voice, the way he’d soften just for me. i was glued to my phone too, every notification felt like oxygen 😭 when he left, i would’ve taken him back in a second. first heartbreak hits different. it’s so intense because it’s the first time your heart learns it can actually break
I just need to read one sentence to know. it’s okay. ❤️ you will find another love. we love so hard, so full of love and compassion. you will find the one for you. I pray for you to find someone who completely reciprocates your love, a gentle love, an understanding love, real love. someone who is compassionate, empathetic and in tune with their emotions, who will comfort you and stay by your side through hardship, who stays true to you and the relationship. I pray for this for all of us ❤️🩹please try to heal and forget about him. going back to someone who doesn’t want you just makes the hurt worse, trust me. I don’t listen to my own advice but I wish I did.
My ex was the same...he seemed to be everything I ever wanted, kind, gentle, safe. And then I got dumped, by text, coldly. I've learned that people can mirror your own personality and needs to make it seem like they're your soulmate, but it's not real. You should never ever have to change or shrink yourself to keep someone. And don't go back, no matter how much you might want to (believe me I know what that longing feels like), because if he hurt you once, he'll do it again and you deserve better.
i can so relate to this...everything was perfect but in a second it was all over...u never know if its gonna come back...but all u can do is hope...but I also do know that if u keep only thinking of that and hoping...if it doesnt come True it will hurt even more...it hurts alot and I get tht u would wanna go back but still u gotta abt this for yourself as well...maybe there is someone out there that is better for u...better than u imagined...thats what keeps me going...but I also do know that rn all I want is him...its so confusing to process