Why do i still miss him?
I thought I was doing really well, and then today, I saw a couple with two boys and it set me off again. I miss the boys more than I miss him, but I do miss him too, even though deep down I know it wa
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How i survived 90 days without him
I never thought I'd get to this stage without talking to him, but I know I'm better off without him now. I didn't deserve to be discarded like a piece of rubbish, and I know I deserve better. We ALL d
You deserve better: my 30-day no contact experience
I'm on thirty days no contact now and I'm starting to feel better...I know now that I was disrespected and mistreated and I didn't deserve that. For anyone going through something similar, it will get
Why i finally did a mental health check after my breakup
I had a mental health assessment this morning, as being discarded had taken a toll on my already fragile mental health. It helped to talk it out with a professional and I'm being referred for anxiety
Why Do Breakups Haunt Our Dreams?
Sometimes your subconscious can be so cruel...I had another dream last night about my ex and his boys, and it's actually really upset me. I don't understand how anyone can let someone get close to the
Feeling Like I'm Moving Backwards After a Dream of Him
I had a dream about him and his boys last night, and we were all together again and it was lovely. Now I feel like I'm going backwards again.
When friends with benefits turns into heartbreak
I just found out he'd been seeing someone else for at least a month before he discarded me. She's really nice and met his children too. Obviously she's ended things with him, but while I feel so angry
Why valentine's day hurts so much after a breakup
Valentine's Day is just another day again...today I really miss him again, I just wish he'd fought harder. It feels like I never meant anything to him. And I'm really struggling with not reaching out.
Missing...
Even more than I miss him, I miss his boys. I hope they don't hate me, and that if they ask about me, he doesn't try and make it look like any of this was my choice, because it wasn't. They're great k
Backwards
I thought I was doing ok, and today hit me like a ton of bricks again. There wasn't even a trigger, he just ran into my head and I broke down again, I'm so tired.
Better...
Eight days into no contact and today, I'm feeling a little better. I'm sure there will still be days when I get upset, but I'm starting to realize that I didn't deserve to be discarded the way I was.
Square one
I thought I was doing ok and then I had a dream about him last night and now I'm crying and missing him again. I feel like an idiot.
Broken...
Was seeing him for a year, he was a single dad and said he'd been hurt in the past and said he wanted to take things slow. I agreed and I thought things were going really well, and I had bonded with h