Healing Through Surrender
I’m on my 90th day of no contact, and it’s truly the bravest and best decision I’ve made for both my present and future self. During this time, I’ve learned to enjoy my own company and discove
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Day 66
Day 66. Can you believe it? Two months ago, my only goal was to survive each day, maybe make it through two weeks of no contact. It was such a struggle, and I nearly gave in. But I kept reminding myse
Celebrating my 50th day of no contact
Celebrating my 50th day of no contact. Last month, there wasn’t a day I didn’t cry, I felt helpless, constantly on the verge of reaching out and begging him to choose me. But I held back. I persev
Today marks my 38th day of no contact
Today marks my 38th day of no contact. When I started this journey last month, my only goal was to make it through the first two weeks, then three, and so on. Now, life is slowly getting better. I'm b
I've been reading a lot (again) lately
I've been reading a lot (again) lately. And reading has help me calm my mind.
Reading has gotten me through some difficult days
Reading has gotten me through some difficult days. 😊
"I met someone recently
"I met someone recently." He seems like a great guy, kind, respectful, patient. The kind you’d think would make your heart skip a beat. But the truth is… I don’t feel anything. No butterflies.
Healing is strange. One day I'm okay
Healing is strange. One day I'm okay, breathing easier, smiling more, thinking, magybe I’m finally getting better. And then out of nowhere, it hits me. The heaviness. The ache in my chest. The feeli
It was my ex's birthday yesterday
It was my ex's birthday yesterday. Instead of reaching out, I wrote what I felt (including unsaid greeting) on my journal. I admit, I cried but I know what I'm feeling is valid. What I am doing now, n
I accidentally saw a picture of his current girlfriend (he's also cheating with her)
I accidentally saw a picture of his current girlfriend (he's also cheating with her). I know because he used to contact me and I saw a comment on his profile picture that he was seeing someone else wh
Proud of myself today
Proud of myself today, instead of sending him long messages I choose to write then down on my journal or phone. I also watch several self help videos to help me get through this situation. Lastly, I s
i broke my 8 day no contact because he removed me from his Spotify premium account and added his current girlfriend without prior notice
i broke my 8 day no contact because he removed me from his Spotify premium account and added his current girlfriend without prior notice. i was shocked but hurt. however, i understood why he had to do