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it's been a couple days

it's been a couple days. I'm not sure how long its been no contact I forgot to reset. I noticed these last 3 days I never even thought about her. It makes me sad to think about honestly, sure its a go

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I talked to her again today

I talked to her again today. she said she doesnt want me in her life anymore. that she tries everything to avoid me. she said its all becoming easy, I asked her for help because I dont know what to do

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Well, it was a good run

Well, it was a good run. Got to day 12 and folded just like 20 minutes ago. I saw her and everything that I've been telling myself went out the window. I asked if she found anyone else yet; she laughe

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Thinking about her doesn't feel so heavy anymore

Thinking about her doesn't feel so heavy anymore. She's becoming a stranger, and it hurts, honestly. How can the person I was closest to become a stranger? I'm on day 6 again, and tomorrow is day 7. I