Well, it was a good run. Got to day 12 and folded just like 20 minutes ago. I saw her and everything that I've been telling myself went out the window. I asked if she found anyone else yet; she laughed and said no. Then I asked for a hug, and she said no, and it snapped me back into reality. I remembered that she's healing as well and needs to protect herself too. I apologized and walked away. I sent her a text apologizing for talking to her and potentially hurting her, and now here I am on day 1 again, but I'm not sad, just disappointed.
Last updated on:2025-08-08T01:55:03+05:30
Comments (6)
u knew it was too soon but still asked. didn’t expect her to say no. that shook you more than seeing her did.
that moment of remembering she’s healing too... i really felt that. it hurts, but it’s also really honest of you.
i begged for a hug once too. like it would fix everything. walked off feeling like a joke. never doing that again.
keep going I also breaked no contact several times but before I knew about the app it should be my 2 months but I'm on day 10 today no contact with him.Sometimes you breakdown and want to talk with that person but ask yourself some questions before doing all that
who wronged who in this situation
I wronged myself and her