158 Days
I began talking to other people, I created a new routine for my life, I weathered 3 holidays now without him and I have had my eye on a goal for better financial health but leave it to the quiet momen
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144 days ya’ll
I can’t believe I am at 144 days but I’m here and I’m proud of myself but while it gets a little easier day 138-139 I spent locked in a bathroom bawling to a small degree. Therapy continues on w
anniversary
127 days without him and contact with about 6 weeks deep into trauma therapy but today would have been our 4 year wedding anniversary and my heart is heavy. I don’t miss the way he treated me or the
116 Days
116 days with no contact and I’m about 6 weeks deep into trauma therapy. I realize it wasn’t my fault every time he made a bad choice, it wasn’t my fault that his addictions and mental health we
Cruelty at its finest
Today is 101 but tonight I found out quite unexpectedly that my separated husband has boldly and loudly posted live videos about him wanting to sleep with people and lusting after them. It’s been al
Day 80
Day 80, it’s so hard to believe how fast time is flying by but finally made contact with a therapist. I am actually feeling a little excited about how much navigation could be in my future to get un
Day 73… I worked the entire day and the aching of feeling like I’m missing a part of my heart
Day 73… I worked the entire day and the aching of feeling like I’m missing a part of my heart, I can feel him still energy wise but all the resentment turned turned to sadness. like 300 days of su
65 days no contact and for some reason today I just realized how quick life is changing… I am
65 days no contact and for some reason today I just realized how quick life is changing… I am trying to create a new life that I don’t know what it’s suppose to look like, I don’t know if him
Day 56… What songs we been using to cry to?
Day 56… What songs we been using to cry to? Lewis Capaldi really seems to really throw the anchor in heartbreak there.
Day 55- Yesterday a notification popped up on my phone from me having his number saved that I had saved from seeing it on our court documents
Day 55- Yesterday a notification popped up on my phone from me having his number saved that I had saved from seeing it on our court documents, apparently he has created a completely fake profile going
Day 54.. on Day 50 I thought I was starting to feel better but turns out it was the just the top of a Rollercoaster just for me to plummet back down into these feelings of hopelessness
Day 54.. on Day 50 I thought I was starting to feel better but turns out it was the just the top of a Rollercoaster just for me to plummet back down into these feelings of hopelessness. Im just not ok
48 days no contact and I finally had the courage to block him on email and Facebook but its killing me inside because he is my husband still
48 days no contact and I finally had the courage to block him on email and Facebook but its killing me inside because he is my husband still. Alot of me wants to run to him and forget the pain but the
Day 45 and today I just feel like I have been wanting to just hide away and shut my phone off
Day 45 and today I just feel like I have been wanting to just hide away and shut my phone off. I am 35, I have went through 2 severely abusive narcissistic marriages, the first one 9 years and then th
Today on a whim here at day 44 I for the first time looked on social media and found that he created an entire new Facebook
Today on a whim here at day 44 I for the first time looked on social media and found that he created an entire new Facebook. I just kills me because his profile picture and me knowing every single exp
Today is day 39 and he hasn't even tried at all to break the no contact I been trying to establish
Today is day 39 and he hasn't even tried at all to break the no contact I been trying to establish. The withdrawal symptoms of missing him despite of the huge amount of pain he caused me is rearing it
I am on day 32 no contact and since I had to get a protection order against my spouse
I am on day 32 no contact and since I had to get a protection order against my spouse. I am struggling so hard right now and it feels like I cant see what my life is suppose to look like. I know its p