Saw him for the first time in 4 months on Sunday
So i saw him for the first time out at a bar on sunday. At first i was shocked and didn’t know what to do, but i ended up talking to him. This was the first time he took genuine accountability for h
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Day 81 of NC: My Birthday
So he broke no contact today to wish me a happy birthday and it sent me into a full blown panic attack. Why would he do this now? because he feels bad? because he still cares? because he wants to know
Day 35
35 days into no contact and 2 months in a breakup. He was the one that broke up with me but I was the one who initiated no contact. The past few days have been hard because it marked one month of no c
How can I detach?
I am on day 35 of no contact and over 2 months into our breakup. I have days where I feel great and don’t think about him, but recently I’m back to missing him and wanting him to come back. How ca
Day 16 of Break Up: I have been mia the past two days trying to process a lot of things
Day 16 of Break Up: I have been mia the past two days trying to process a lot of things. Our conversation went well on Sunday and lasted 2 and a half hours which included talking about things that hur
Day 13 Post Break Up: Tomorrow is when we are having our closure conversation and I don’t know how to feel
Day 13 Post Break Up: Tomorrow is when we are having our closure conversation and I don’t know how to feel. I’m still devastated that our relationship is over and I miss him with every fiber of my
Day 12 Post Break Up: i’ve decided to make a pros and cons listed for him since we are going to talk on sunday
Day 12 Post Break Up: i’ve decided to make a pros and cons listed for him since we are going to talk on sunday. Pros: makes me laugh, have the same taste in musi
I continually gave him grace time and time again when he was hurting me and ignoring my feelings but he can’t do that for me?
I continually gave him grace time and time again when he was hurting me and ignoring my feelings but he can’t do that for me? That is what hurts the most.
What are somethings to distract yourself when going through a breakup?
What are somethings to distract yourself when going through a breakup? I need help because I feel like I haven’t found something to do that keeps my mind occupied and busy.
Day 11 Post Break Up: I am so confused
Day 11 Post Break Up: I am so confused, sad, angry, and frustrated on how things ended when I wasn’t even really given a say. We didn’t have a productive conversation he was just done and i still
Day 10 Post Break Up: I feel like there is so much left unsaid between him and I which sucks
Day 10 Post Break Up: I feel like there is so much left unsaid between him and I which sucks. how can everything be over how can i just erase the memories and the love i have for him? I can’t and i
Day 9 Post Break Up: I have been struggling a lot the past few days because i don’t know how he can bee so fine or seem fine with how everything ended
Day 9 Post Break Up: I have been struggling a lot the past few days because i don’t know how he can bee so fine or seem fine with how everything ended. Not talking to him is the hardest thing I have
I miss him so much rn and i just wish he would com
I miss him so much rn and i just wish he would come back to me or tell me we can try again but take it slowly because i don’t know how to move on from him
Day 8 Post Break Up: I broke no contact yesterday to check in and to set up a time of when we can tie up loose ends
Day 8 Post Break Up: I broke no contact yesterday to check in and to set up a time of when we can tie up loose ends. I just couldn’t keep sitting in a limbo waiting for him to reach out to me like i
Day 7 Post Break Up: One week since he broke up with me and said he needed space resulting in no contact
Day 7 Post Break Up: One week since he broke up with me and said he needed space resulting in no contact. I am on a family trip rn but he was supposed to be here too so it’s hard and it’s only the
Day 6 Post Break Up: I miss him so much rn and the ache in my chest feels just as bad as it did the day he broke my heart
Day 6 Post Break Up: I miss him so much rn and the ache in my chest feels just as bad as it did the day he broke my heart. I want him here with me rn and I just feel like crying my eyes out rn because
He said he would reach out to me next week when we broke up to check in and talk more but i can’t stop thinking about him
He said he would reach out to me next week when we broke up to check in and talk more but i can’t stop thinking about him. everything reminds me of him. writing is helping and i feel like i am writi
I haven’t been sleeping well since he broke up with me on sunday and but he’s sent me two snaps on snapchat over the past 5 days but I just logged in and i see the timer running out now and now everything just feels so much more real
I haven’t been sleeping well since he broke up with me on sunday and but he’s sent me two snaps on snapchat over the past 5 days but I just logged in and i see the timer running out now and now ev
I have been writing everything down that i’ve been wanting to say to him over the past for days and i still have so much more to say but through writing down all the thoughts in my head i feel lighter in some small way
I have been writing everything down that i’ve been wanting to say to him over the past for days and i still have so much more to say but through writing down all the thoughts in my head i feel light
I can’t get it out of my head that he only drove up to spend the weekend with me so that he could break up with me
I can’t get it out of my head that he only drove up to spend the weekend with me so that he could break up with me.
Today I have decided to start writing letters and lists of the thoughts that are running through my head rn especially the ones that revolve around him
Today I have decided to start writing letters and lists of the thoughts that are running through my head rn especially the ones that revolve around him. Like what i would say to him if i could talk to
Just ate my first real meal since Saturday morning and I had a huge crash out to my mom about how everything went down
Just ate my first real meal since Saturday morning and I had a huge crash out to my mom about how everything went down.
We broke up three days ago and haven’t talked since but I still have so much of his stuff here and I don’t know when to reach out to send it back to him
We broke up three days ago and haven’t talked since but I still have so much of his stuff here and I don’t know when to reach out to send it back to him. He also has a lot of my stuff that I want
Day 3 Post Break Up: I don’t know what to do because so much reminds me of him and getting out of the house just seems like too much
Day 3 Post Break Up: I don’t know what to do because so much reminds me of him and getting out of the house just seems like too much. So far I have gathered a lot of his stuff up and split into boxe
How can he like tiktoks I repost and repost the same things I do when they are talking about the opposite things he said during our breakup?
How can he like tiktoks I repost and repost the same things I do when they are talking about the opposite things he said during our breakup? It makes me want to believe that he regrets the break up bu