He cleared it out that we are over after 11days of no contact. It hurts, alot. I didn’t get clear closure— just vague answers, self pity, and even blaming the rs. I feel dog-ed but ig it’s clear
I’m thinking of giving back some of the things my ex gave me, which I think would be sentimental to him as well. But this childhood toy he gave me? I want to keep it, it was my comfort. But keeping
Idk if this’ll sound selfish, but I hope and pray he’ll someday hurt. Not to take revenge, but to understand and grow. I hope it’d crash onto him at night or even day— how much I gave, underst
8days, and I’m fueled with anger rn. My heart is jst still but in my head, I’m jst mad. I’m mad that he abandoned me without regards. I hate how he discarded me. Because istg if it was the other
Why does the days seem slower and heavier? I keep crying everyday, and it sucks. I am so tired of trying to make sense of everything😕
Do u ever get mad at how silent they are? I feel like I’m sad, miss him, and mad all at once. Like, why tf are u that caught up into ur own world to not care for someone who did nothing but love and
how many days did it take for u guys to feel comfortable with their silence? how and where did u guys found your closure? do u feel genuinely at peace that they’re gone from ur lives?
Sometimes, I wish I was the avoidant. But, I don’t wanna be someone incapable of processing their feelings to the point they shut ppl out and make others question their worth. Idk how avoidants swal
i jst broke no contact bru, I feel pathetic but also relieved to have poured everything off my chest and not expect anything
I feel worried, I keep waking up with my chest so tight and anxious. And sometimes, just randomly in the day. Does this mean smthn off has happened to him or is this jst my nervous system going off
Yesterday, I started seeing his acc when I click the share button and I’ve never seen his acc before+ we’ve never interacted on that acc bcs it was new. But, I don’t see him on my viewed ur acc
Is it jst me or the silence they give is so loud? As if I don’t deserve any decent closure or anything. I just miss him, and Idk, I hope he msgs to atleast give closure…
I still feel guilty and jst all over the place that I chose to break it off. I miss him, so so much. Do I tell him that, or do I stand on my boundary?:(
I feel like I’m functioning but also floating. I was the one who ended it, not bcs I wanted to, but bcs I had to. It was so tiring to keep putting urself aside and make urself feel so little just to
will he eventually comeback if I were gentle with him in the past?… he’s an avoidant btw