Stalking & her regret
I find it funny now, how she detached emotionally from me before breaking up by crying and prepared herself to break up with me, how she tried to point out she should be my first priority, even above
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Was it a red flag?
I have this question, that keeps bugging me since we broke up. So my ex made it very clear she hates men, but I was the exception and that thing kind of felt wrong with me. Of course after she broke u
Day 50
Day 50, I do feel better since my first day, I ve learned how to spend my time without her, not having to seek her when I was struggling and still trying to find myself, the parts I gave up completely
It's so weird sometimes that I still have dreams where we are together again and doing good
It's so weird sometimes that I still have dreams where we are together again and doing good. Her stalking my tiktok for more than 3 times daily makes it even weirder. It doesn't affect me as it used t
Today is the 45th day of no contact
Today is the 45th day of no contact, I haven't cried in weeks and i wanted to post something on tiktok. I was writing some lyrics in the sunset, mostly about my pain. It's a photo that also brings me
It's interesting how she changed her profile picture on Instagram with the neck jewelry that I
It's interesting how she changed her profile picture on Instagram with the neck jewelry that I have gave her as a gift for our anniversary. Even stalks my tiktok more than once a day now, idk why I g
So after her stalking my tiktok for about 3 weeks daily
So after her stalking my tiktok for about 3 weeks daily, today I noticed she unblocked me on Instagram, can see her profile, followers, etc. She has it on private so not much use to that. I don't know
I used to be a plant lover
I used to be a plant lover. Had over 20 plants that I used to take care of while I was living with my ex, i ve asked her to help me water them in that time and taught her how, but she was always over
Sometimes, I hate that I'm accepting this fate and sometimes I remember what she did to me
Sometimes, I hate that I'm accepting this fate and sometimes I remember what she did to me, how she treated me when I was at my hardest times. It's so many mixed feelings that I just live with them in
In the last couple of days it felt very weird
In the last couple of days it felt very weird, kept having dreams about her, even waking up and then going back didn't fix anything, the dream continued like I never woke up. It stabbed me, it made me
I've seen a photo of her
I've seen a photo of her, she has lost weight, not in a good way. She smiles in that photo, but I know it's fake just for the sake of the photo. I just can't understand why is she like this? Going ful
Today is really weird
Today is really weird, I'm so down and just constantly sick to my stomach. How did you guys overcome theese feelings?
Day 34.Everything was going alright till 1 AM hit
Day 34.Everything was going alright till 1 AM hit, all of the emotions, all of the grief and the good memories hit me all at once. I just can not unforget our last conversation where it was supposed t
I was going for a walk in the middle of the night to clear my head and I am quite into astrophotography
I was going for a walk in the middle of the night to clear my head and I am quite into astrophotography. As I was passing by a big hill I noticed the cloud near the moon looks like a phoenix, might be
As if today couldn't get any worse
As if today couldn't get any worse, I got my dates wrong on the app and now it s day 31 of no contact, which just caused me a doom like feeling of not talking to her and i don't know her being the anx
Day 23. It is my hardest day so far
Day 23. It is my hardest day so far, could not sleep at all, just cried since I woke up. All I could think about is how she checked my tiktok acc the night before, giving me a sense of hope that maybe
Hi everyone, so this is my 22nd day-no contact
Hi everyone, so this is my 22nd day-no contact, after I broke it and got blocked everywhere. I went through some hard times in my third of relationship (we were renting in the meantime), the exams fr