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broke no contact after 136 days...

After a few months of properly working on myself, I decided to reach out to my ex not to reopen anything, but because we were friends long before we were together and I wanted to be honest about that.

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life goes on.

It’s been three months since she broke up with me. The raw emptiness, the sick feeling in my stomach, all that heavy stuff… that went after about two weeks once I started journaling and working o

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update

It’s been a strange few months, but honestly I’m doing alright. I’ve been putting the work into myself running, hitting the gym, reading more, and actually learning to sit with my thoughts inst

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day 15 since the breakup Day 7 of NC

she messaged me today just a plain practical text about coming to get the rest of her stuff no emotion no kiss just im off tomorrow and the next day can i come get the rest of my things the moment i s

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finding it hard

I miss her so much. We both needed to step up and didn’t, and I wish now we had. I dream of her reaching out saying she knows what went wrong and wants to fix it. I know that’s not going to happen

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day 11

Day 11 Today has been tough. The past week I’ve thrown myself into running, the gym, even the spa. I’ve also been in and out of hospital with a kidney stone. But this afternoon the weight of it hi

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wow

wow, woke up finding it really tough today. very nearly sent her this text.This week's felt so long, I'm journaling , I'm writing my feelings down, I'm crying I'm processing it all. I'm planning my fu

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Hi everyone

Hi everyone, I’m really struggling with the urge to check my ex’s socials. The breakup wasn’t dramatic she just fell out of love with me so I didn’t feel the need to block her everywhere. I