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Why i can't handle the anxiety after our breakup

after 63 days of no contact I shared something simple photo of our temple on mahashivratri and I deleted it in one hour because I knew I cannot handle the anxiety for 24 hours anxiety around the que

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Hoping he sees my status: 63 days post-breakup

it's been 63 days of no contact I never share status just photo of our temple which my mother decorate on festival so today is shivratri and she decorated the temple and I just shared it deep down t

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60days

60 days of no contact..feels like a cruel joke made by god

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I worry

now a days there are so many news about death and people missing I worry about him but I know reaching out will eventually lead to more hurt I can only pray to god that he is alright

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feb pain

this week is gonna be heavy and we all know why..i just hope that I didn't break and keep going

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day 50

feels like a joke I haven't talked to him and it's been 50 days how did this happen after 9 years we would marry this is what he said and today he just forgot all the promises how a human being ca

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I think he is waiting for me to break

it's possible I m wrong and he is not even thinking about me but I think he is waiting for me to break no contact near valentine because I always do that we were no contact for i think 7 days and I

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I hope god is listening

I m just talking to god complaining crying asking pouring my heart out and now I am expecting from God I hope he is listening because I am in pain and I do think god is on my side maybe I am like

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I don't know

truth is I m waiting for him to come..this is my truth and he is not my mind knows it very well what this means I know if I reach out to him I m gonna come back more wounded my mind knows this stil

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46 days

it's been 46 days I just started my internship in hospital where he did his under graduation he kissed me in elevator in that hospital when I took my mother there for treatment he took my mother to

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a thin line

there is a thin line between knowing whether it's just no contact or we are done forever I know eventually my heart will accept it's still waiting but one day it will stop

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42 days

in few minutes it will be 42 days of no contact and I am still crying I am crying for past 6 months daily God plz make these tears go away

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day 38

I don't know what I feel. never thought I would be able to cross that many days without talking to him..i don't wish anything now.. just god help me to grow in life

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today I received a text

today I received a text from new number which said 'Hi' on checking name it said same name as his just first letter changed...my heart beat became fast, for few moments I was so uneasy and just trying

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day 34

it's been 34 days of no contact since September 2025 we haven't met in may 2025 I got to know he cheated and today I am asking God that plz make these tears stop...i really want to stop crying

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30 days

I can't believe I made it through the month only one ques haunts me was I the only one in that relationship..does those 10 years meant nothing for him I can't ask him so I ask random tarot reader or

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almost a month

it's been almost a month we haven't talked strange how transition happens from talking everyday day, video call sometimes 10 times a day for 10 years to not even knowing what he is doing now he chose

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25 days

I don't believe it's been 25 days since we last spoke over text...i wish I can keep going

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my father asked me

today my father asked me do I know anyone in XYZ hospital (the hospital he works at) and today I said no I know no one there a small thing but heavy on my heart

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i wanted peace

he said I fight alot i wish he is enjoying the peace he has now

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i met him in 2015

after my school ended in 2015...I met him we started dating now it's 2025 and this ten years of relationship ended he was not a part of my life but he was my life i hope in 2026 the pain finally

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new year eve is coming

so today at 12 new year will start... yesterday I just searched new year in our chats and seen the years we wished each other...i stopped mid way because I have to i have stopped listening to songs

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it's been 11 days

i crossed 11 day Mark i have tried no contact before but always lost at 7 days mark Last year I asked for a Christmas gift and he sent me a cheesecake (i told him to sent)but It was nice in the first

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i again restarted the clock

he is not stopping...I have...i need to stop replying...this time I have to ...i really need to stop replying to his text..plz lord help me

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keep the door closed

i have closed the door for him by saying I don't want to be with him...now I need to keep that door closed ...i need to stop myself from reaching out..I really need that

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i want to ask

Do you feel bad about hurting me? i want to ask him but right now I need to stay away from him.. May be someday in the future