Uninstalling this app
Many months ago I installed this app hoping to move on from this person I tried to move on many times before. I broke my streaks multiple times, reached out to him just to my messages never be read un
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You will move on
l've moved out from the city of this person I tried to move on from around a month ago. I broke a month of no contact to say goodbye to him which led us to talking until nowadays, except for I don't f
Should I send him a friend request
I'm moving out from the city and I wanted to send him one last message before I go but I'm blocked everywhere (I asked him to block me so I wouldn't unblock him and repeat the cycle) except for one of
I just broke no contact on day 29
Today was my day 29 of no contact and I broke it. I just wanted to say goodbye to him as I'm moving out from this city. He was one of the few people I got to know on the first few weeks moving here. I
Thinking about him
It's been almost a month without him. I had been good so far until these couple days, I have been thinking about him. I miss talking to him. When I have a good time I just want to share it with him. M
I don't want to feel anymore
I'm over the person but loneliness. My head tells me I need to learn to be happy on my own but my heart wants somebody, somebody to give me a reason to keep going. I don't want to do that. I've wasted
It feels like a fever dream
I'm at the point where I feel like what happened between us was just a dream. I barely remember the feelings of the first time we met and the last time we talked. Even when I read our old texts or loo
Looking at his pics make me want to cry
Not because I miss him, not because I want him back, but I see human. An imperfect individual just like me. I somewhat feel bad for pointing out his flaws when I have a lot myself, for asking too much
Same place, different feeling
Right now I'm at my favourite, which happens to be located near his area and it was the last place I saw him in person. Today I don't look for him anymore. It feels so good and liberating to be able t
It comes to my decision to completely give up
Tonight would be the last time I would go to my favourite restaurant, which is also near your area. It would be the last time I hope to see you. It would be the last time I hold onto any hope about yo
I find myself still looking for him
I still wish to bump into him somewhere, or just see him even if he doesn't see me. I keep telling myself that it's over and his well-being is no longer my business but I just want to know that he's d
When I finally let go, he appears...
After finally accepting that it's over this evening I went out to have myself a nice dinner outside. As I was enjoying my food guess who I saw. Him. He was driving passed me, really close. When we use
I begged him to block me
And he did, finally. I'm feeling extremely lonely and empty now but I'm glad it's over. I'll never be able to reach out to him again. It's over. I don't have to count the no-contact days anymore becau
I broke no contact
Yeah I did it. I unblocked him and sent a message. Al thought it's just a "." but I lost my streak. Bye
Extremely lonely
His absence is painful but I don't want to return to where I left just because of loneliness, but I'm extremely lonely. I want to be held tight or just sit quietly with someone. Maybe if I find someon