why does it still effect me?
it's kinda a long story. we broke up then he reached out and we talked in person then agreed to not date and focus on ourselves but that we still loved eachother. he pinky promised to prove to me thin
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ummmmm
ummm so I might delete the app. We met up last night and ended up staying 8 hours together talking and smoking etc he apologized for everything. we laughed, we cried. it was a really good time. we agr
moving on
Feeling good! I was in the worst depressive episode for about four months but I'm pushing through. I'll be ok. Time truly works wonders. It feels so good to look back and feel happy I experienced that
two whole weeks
Going through my photos again. I couldn't bring myself to delete all of them about a month ago. so today I decided to have my favorites printed so I can still have them for memories sake. I'll put it
so alone
I can't do this. he was all I had. the only person I felt safe with. now I'm so alone and exactly where I was before him. except this time I know what it's like to have someone. I can't fucking go bac
mind dump
I've had so much time to think and it's made me realize I may never get over him. He will always have a special place in my heart. The problem was that our social lives were completely opposite, and t
heck my heckin CHUNGUS life
So something shit happened. I wanted to go to him. except I can't. I want his support. but I'm not sure if he'd even care.
does this count
so I impulsivly sent him a song on Spotify but I didn't say anything with it. I don't wanna say I broke contact but honestly it definitely counts🤦â€â™€ï¸ðŸ¤¦â€â™€ï¸ðŸ¤¦â€â™€ï¸ðŸ¤¦â€â™€ï¸ðŸ¤
come baaaaack
I want him to want me. idk if I'm just in denial or something. I mean probably but I just don't buy it. I know we need space rn to deal with our personal problems on our own but it doesn't feel right.