I'm gonna do it
Looking at these presents is just making things worse and I can't bring myself to throw this stuff away so imma give her the stuff I got her. Mail works wonders
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The choice
So an armed robber entered the workplace and i confronted them, I've been in this dark hole and ik part of me, a big part, wanted him to just end it for me. But then he leveled his weapon at a custome
Don't want to go back
168 hours, 7 days, 1 week and if my math is right I've slept maybe 22 to 23 hours that whole time. Its bad enough I don't really feel guilt but I feel like this breakup is burning through the rest of
Madness
You know the worst part of slipping slowly into madness, you are aware its happening, maybe even how to stop it, but are actually powerless to do so. I know exactly whats happened to me, whats happeni
Angry
Have I reached a stage of anger here? I had breakups before, but I was never angry. As my despair deepens, thats right its just continuing to get worse, I am now at a point where I'm angry. Actually I
Not any better
It doesn't seem to stop, the loneliness, waiting and wishing she'd reach out. How do u love someone one day then hate them the next, hate them enough to break their heart without even a why. I can't h
Not sure
Still in such deep hurt, not sure what way to go. But I'm keeping busy, pretty exhausted, but functioning. Being so tired is not helping the feels, a d I'm still on the deep wonder of why. I don't thi
One step, then another
I ate for the 1st time since the break, it felt good. Tonight I might even sleep. Tomorrow is work, and after maybe some tv. I feel like each time I'll find a little more peace, I need it. I was reall
Struggling
I want to reach out to her. I'm sitting here and the only options my brain will let believe are to reach out or simply end it all. I feared we couldn't last, I am so in love and it feels like I don't
Crushed by love
There was no warning, this morning I get the I love you, this evening I got the I'm done. Maybe we've been drifting and I didn't notice, maybe I said the wrong thing, maybe it was the guy she's been w