Why do i feel this quiet regret after the breakup?
Today I sit with the regret, That maybe, just maybe, If I had protected those fragile parts of me, Though I did not know how, Maybe they wouldn’t have been shattered like this. Maybe if I had loved
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How to cope with the exhaustion of healing
Today I sit with the nothingness, As if every sob completely sapped my energy, And everything fades into meaninglessness. I stare coldly at the shattered pieces of me, As if I could mend them with wil
Why am i so scared to move on?
Today I sit with the sadness, Wishing my tear ducts would just dry up, It's a slow descent into madness. Truth is I’m scared though I want to break through. Scared to acknowledge it, And scared of w
Finding strength in letting go
Today I sit with reality, The truth that no one’s coming to rescue me. I’m done with breaking just to make others whole, Losing my peace while playing a role. There’s a quiet strength growing de
Why do i still long for someone who hurts me?
Today I sit with the anxiety, The bitter hate growing inside of me. Why is it that my soul still craves, The very one who dug my grave? Who threw me to sharks in life's tempest sea, Still cl
I’m scared to face my feelings: a journey of healing
Today the silence is a bit heavier, but I still sit with it. Cross legged and disassociating, As I hold it's pinky with mine. And I'm scared to make eye contact, Because I know what I'd find. A warp