u boy u from back then i miss u today just like always like it was yesterday how can i curse my youth for bringing us together with all its beauty n strength how can i bless it for taking u away with all its stubbornness everyone who came n went were just sent by u but they couldnt even touch the hem of ur garment they tell me to get married but where am i supposed to put this body of mine when u are the only one who owns it my heart doesnt care about being alone b/c a thousand people can try to answer but ur memory is what feeds me let any beauty not for u wither like a leaf n let any years not for u pass like a shadow even when im surrounded by people i feel like theres no one beside me i have ten friends who mean nothing b/c they just make me miss u more when they come n go everyone who comes n goes i talk to them about u until they all leave out of fear in the middle of every game n every talk ur memory is my marriage my skill n my life my heart is fine with standing still b/c a thousand souls can try but only ur memory satisfies me
Last updated on:2026-03-30T17:45:05+05:30
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do you feel like you’re still holding onto them as they were, or the version of them that lives in your memory now?
i get how deep this goes, but i had to slowly stop feeding that memory like it was the only thing keeping me alive.
i had someone like that too, years later and somehow they’re still the one my mind runs back to. it’s like everyone else just passes through but they STAY in a way that’s hard to explain
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