every time i tell myself i’ve got it under control that i can keep busy and not let the memories take over it still comes crashing back. i keep repeating to myself that it’s over that i need to accept it but i still find myself missing him so much. even after everything broke between us even after he erased what we had and said we need to go our separate ways for good even after it became obvious we can’t be together.
sometimes the pain gets so heavy i wish i could just forget him just to get some relief even though i don’t want to lose the good parts we shared. it’s been months no contact no updates nothing… and yet he’s still on my mind every single day.
even checking his profile hurts all over again. i know he’s out there living his life and i’m just not in it anymore. i keep wondering if he ever thinks about me the way i still think about him.
i’ve learned that promises don’t always survive real life but i still catch myself asking… what happened to everything we said we’d be?
Last updated on:2026-04-06T22:13:03+05:30
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i’m wondering… when you’re not checking on him or thinking about the past, even for a moment, what does that space feel like for you?
i used to check his profile like it was a habit i couldn’t break and every time it felt like reopening the same wound 💔 even months later i was still stuck on the “does he think of me too” loop
I am so sorry you are going through this. I relate so much. I wish I could find the words to comfort you except to say, time heals. there is no shortcut. I still miss her and I still long for her, every time
Can completely relate. The promises we made go over and over in my head; he turned out to be everything he promised that he wouldn’t be. It makes me so angry thinking how vulnerable and gullable I was