I am fighting this like an addiction. I almost drove over to his house late night thinking maybe if he saw me in person he'd feel different. Im still thinking about it at 5a omg am I gonna be ok?
Last updated on:2026-04-13T19:24:54+05:30
I am fighting this like an addiction. I almost drove over to his house late night thinking maybe if he saw me in person he'd feel different. Im still thinking about it at 5a omg am I gonna be ok?
Last updated on:2026-04-13T19:24:54+05:30
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the only thing that helped me was not acting on it, even when it felt unbearable. every time i didn’t go, the urge lost a tiny bit of power over me.
I'm so glad I didn't go yesterday bc today I don't even want to. I just hit that 🌊
i used to sit in my car at night debating if i should just show up at his place, like maybe one look at me would change everything. it really does feel like withdrawal, like your body is begging for a fix
i do the same. always wanting to go see him...i have to stop myself
Please, don't do it. You will only hurt yourself even more, seeing him won't change anything for the better. You are gonna be ok, you are stronger then you think and one day you will thank yourself for not driving over! ❤️