I reached out. I knew i shouldn't. I wanted him to feel that I was hurting. I wanted him to feel remorseful. I know this isn't the way
Last updated on:2026-04-13T01:49:43+05:30
Why i relapsed after the breakup
I reached out. I knew i shouldn't. I wanted him to feel that I was hurting. I wanted him to feel remorseful. I know this isn't the way
Last updated on:2026-04-13T01:49:43+05:30
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what did you hope he would say back to you?
I didn't even want a response I wrote a song about loyalty and sent it to him. I think i just wanted to communicate the importance of loyalty to me and to convey to him the way I feel I'm being treated
i get why you did it, that need to be seen in your pain is REAL.
texting just to make her feel even a fraction of what i was feeling. it never landed the way i hoped, it just left me feeling more exposed after
yeah, absolutely. I regretted it right away
same. it's like a drug, we're in recovery. we are gonna mess up but gotta get back up
do that until you feel completely drained and out of self respect. after that, never again.
i begged that day so hard i lost my self respect. i told her "keep me as an option" then i left. driving back home i had a mental shift like "whoa i lost my self respect back there. im done chasing" it felt relief. the next day we saw each other (there are som things needed to be settled) i was cold. it confused her so bad i saw it in her eyes, she was hurting.
mmm. This, "I lost my self respect back there. I'm done chaceing." that really resonates.I'm going to remember that.
honestly it hurts... still loving someone that their actions feels like they don't love you back anymore...
we have shared so much but he keeps hurting me and I don't feel like I can trust him anymore
even I did that 2 days back..
that’s okay
I hope it gets easier for you too ❤️
We learn the hard way
sometimes that's true