so basically i had this childhood friend i was in love with but when i was like 7 my mom found out n shut it down cuz the world was even more homophobic back then. she told me two girls couldn’t be together so i kinda just accepted being only her friend
years went by n i went through some rlly bad mental health stuff i never told anyone abt. we drifted apart n i regret it sm. but when we graduated high school i at least got to hug her goodbye n that was the last time i ever saw her
even if i don’t love her like that anymore i can’t forget her. part of me doesn’t wanna let go of our friendship but i also hate how much she still lingers in my mind. she keeps showing up in my dreams n it’s exhausting. i wish her the best n all but she’s part of a past chapter in my life n i just wanna move on. how do i do that?
ps. no i never told her how i felt n i’m not planning to
Last updated on:2025-02-02T15:16:25+05:30
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Surround yourself with positive people.
Spend time with loved ones who support you.
Don't dwell on the past. Focus on the present and future.
Practice self-compassion. Be kind to yourself during this difficult time.
Focus on self-care. Prioritize your physical and mental health.
You're not alone. Many people have experienced similar feelings.